Showing posts with label skinny. Show all posts
Showing posts with label skinny. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I'm Skinny!

Well, not exactly. But I've been feeling so great the past few days. My pants are fitting around my waist correctly, my shirts aren't tight across my body, and my boobs are no longer spilling out the sides of my bra. Occasionally, I can even see my collarbone when I look into a mirror. Amazing!!

In my last post, 11 days ago, I was feeling a bit down on the lack of progress in my journey. In hindsight, my Memorial Day weekend probably wasn't as successful as I thought it had been. I had taken a week off of working out and counting my calories was on the back burner for several days. Imagine my surprise when I stepped on the scale and 3lbs magically reappeared.  I was feeling weak (figuratively), defeated, and bloated. I got through it though. I stopped worrying about what had been and started controlling what was. Really, when I think back, something like this was usually enough to set me off track indefinitely. But I didn't let it this time. I fought back.

I've been hitting my workouts hard again. I've increased the intensity some which has made them more difficult than they had been. There have even been a couple times when I just didn't have the energy to continue and pushed stop half way through an hour workout. I think this has a lot to do with me working out so late at night (starting no earlier than 9:30pm). My poor body is exhausted at that time of the night and it sometimes doesn't want to give me the energy I need to push through it. But, often times I do. When I finish, I love heading up to shower and to watch the television shows that I DVRd earlier in the evening. This is my favorite part of the day and it's rewarding to experience it after treating myself to a nice hard workout.

I'm just 4lbs away from leaving the 200s!! My goal is to reach that sooner than later, but no later than June 30th. YES I CAN!!:)

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Coming Clean: My Stats

I will post my stats here every 4 weeks.

This is hard. Really hard. I haven't even come clean to my husband about what you are about to see.

5/23/2011
Weight: 207 **Down 8.5lbs (13.5 Total)
Inches: 206" **Down 8" (18.5" Total)

Summary: This was my first weigh-in/measure after using my bodybugg for 4 weeks. My bodybugg has allowed me to take a better look at my activity levels and also helped me pay better attention to my food intake. I didn't, however, keep a journal of my food. I strictly used my own mental calculations to calculate my caloric intake. I also continued to follow Chalene Johnson's Turbofire workout each day.
  • Chest: 45"
  • R Arm: 13.5"
  • L Arm: 13.5"
  • Waist: 45.5"
  • Hips: 41.5"
  • R Thigh 23.5"
  • L Thigh 23.5"

4/18/2011
Weight: 215.5 **Down 5lbs
Total inches: 214" **Down 10.5 inches

Summary: I started the Chalene Johnson TurboFire program. I did the daily workouts and did a mental calculation of the food I was eating.
  • Chest: 46"
  • R Arm: 14"
  • L Arm: 14"
  • Waist: 48.5"
  • Hips: 43"
  • R Thigh 24"
  • L Thigh 24.5"

3/14/2011 (Start Day)
Weight: 220.5
Total inches: 224.5"
  • Chest: 49"
  • R Arm: 15"
  • L Arm: 14.5"
  • Waist: 50.5"
  • Hips: 44.5"
  • R Thigh 26"
  • L Thigh 25"

Where am I?

I'm in here someplace.The only time I don't know where I am is when I look into a mirror. When people look at me, they think they see me but it's not me. I'm on the inside. I'm not this fat person who looks inferior because I've let myself go. I'm strong, I'm smart, I'm friendly, and I'm skinny...on the inside. I started my weight loss journey in 2003 and then again in 2004, again in 2007, a few times after that, then once again on March 14th, 2011. THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME.

My goal is to lose about 85lbs. Let's put that into perspective, shall we? 85lbs is equivalent to:

  • 17 bags of sugar
  • my 7yo and my 4yo combined
  • 770 Krispy Kreme donuts
  • 10 gallons of milk
  • $1,700 in quarters
Imagine carrying that around all day. We'll, I'm ready to unload. I'm not promising it will be easy, but I need to find Erin. She's in here somewhere...